Sunday, 7 June 2015

189




“Damn...! Pick up the phone, Ravi...!” Sayajirao swore...! Ravi failed to answer the call... He was busy deploying the security systems in a Data Center..! 

“Mrs. Russel...!” Saya called back home again...!
“Yeah...She is alright...!” Mrs. Russel Squeaked happily.

“What?” Saya couldn’t believe his ears..!
“Yes Mr. Deo... talk to her..!” 

“He...Hello... Da...Daddyji..” Dhatri stuttered.
“Dhatri...! Thank God! You are Ok.!” Saya breathed a relief.
“What happened, Beta?” he asked..
“N... Nothing... J..Just slipped ...” She said smiling inwardly.  

Mrs. Russel had dragged Dhatri out of the pool and was frantically banging on her heart to revive.  Dhatri had just opened her eyes and Mrs. Russel had turned ashen faced seeing a ghost.  Dhatri had gently pushed her away and had sat up.

“Wha... What?” Mrs. Russel found her voice return to her throat.  By that time Dhatri had got up and was walking away.  Mrs. Russel struggled to her feet and ran behind her.
“Baahoo... “ She had held Dhatri’s hand.  Dhatri smiled faintly shivering with cold.
“I go and change..” she had said pointing at her drenched state.  Mrs. Russel had run behind her to help.  

Dhatri had grabbed her clothes and went into the bathroom.  Patting herself dry and wearing warm clothes she had sat on the edge of the bath tub...

There was no one around and Dhatri had sat on the edge on the pool.  Someone had pushed her and she couldn’t see who it was.  She had tried to prop her head above the water and was forced underwater with a heavy object, pushing her further down into the water.  She was struggling... going breathless... She had only one option....  ‘Thanatosis ‘...Feigning death, which she had learnt during her lessons on survival. For one final try, she had propped her head above the surface and inhaled...one last time.  She had stopped struggling and her lifeless.. breathless body floated on the pool water.  She was dead for all practical purposes and the predator had moved away drowning her successfully.  Dhatri was dragged out of the pool before she could regain....! 

She remembered...~ She had almost drowned her Papu Mari ... The rigorous morning training session was over.  Grumpy had punished her with no food in the morning... He asked her to take a dip into the lake and be ready for the next gruesome exercise.  Her rage going over board she jumped into the lake... swam across underwater and had surfaced on the other side.  Pulling herself out of water she had plastered soft sticky mud all over her necked body (Another survival lesson to protect oneself from scorching heat insect bites) and ran into the woods....!

Papu mari had come searching for her and had found her dress on the edge of the pond.  No one had seen Dhatri coming out of the waters.  They only had seen her diving into the water from the rock above.  Papu mari had dived into the pond in search of Dhatri ...  Dhatri was nowhere... Papu mari had kept her search on and now grumpy also had joint along with other divers....

With the night fall Dhatri had returned from the woods with belly full of fruits and tubor nector.  She saw her papu mari lying on the ground and grumpy was still in the pond searching for Dhatri’s body..! 

“Baby...!” someone screamed seeing her in a mud soaked condition hiding behind a tree and Dhatri had turned on her heels running away at jet speed.  But a bigger boy was faster and he had caught her.  Grumpy had given her the due punishment and papu mari had cried her heart out holding her to the heart, for no reason...! 

“Baby... Please don’t do this again...!” she had pleaded between her sobs.  Grumpy had another round of cane spanking and Dhatri was crying her heart out in pain.  Somewhere in the midnight she had opened her eyes to see herself on grumpy’s laps and he was massaging and daubing neem paste on her wounds...! She had kicked him hard in the chest with all her might and rage.  He had pinned her down and continued daubing the paste....! She had slept peacefully plopping her head on his shoulder...! 

“Baahoo?” Mrs. Russel tapped on the bathroom door gently and Dhatri had come out of her childhood memories.  She had opened the door smiling, smelling coffee...! Sayajirao had called...! 

 “Beta, what happened?” he asked.  She didn’t know what to answer.  She didn’t want panicky spread all around either. 
“Nothing...” she said and there was a silence....! Hurriedly she continued...
“I can swim...!” she said to his relief and Mrs. Russel grinned happily.  

*****  *********  ******
“Someone pushed me in the pool....wanting me to drown...!” Dhatri thought... But decided to keep it to herself..as she had not seen the person.  The door bell rang and Sayajirao dashed in.  Dhatri came out of her room.

“Dhatri, beta kaisi ho?” he asked her with worry.  She merely nodded.  She saw Sanyogia leaning against the door.
“When did you come?” asked Mrs. Russel asked, shocked.  Sanyogita glanced at Dhatri, sidelining the question, raising her voice asked...
“Whats going on?” Sayajirao had picked up the clue.

“Where were you?” he asked her suspiciously and she turned to him...!
“Had gone out, Saya...! I told you... I am leaving this Monday and had to meet someone...!” she was vague enough ... Saya looked around...His phone buzzed.
“Ravi...” he said pleasantly.

“Yeah..! Just that I reached home...” he said not wanting to tell him anything.  Dhatri had come out...!
“You want to talk to her?” he thrust his phone in Dhatri’s hand...!

“Y..Ya.. I am fine..Yes... Humm... !” she only responded to his querries ... looking around shying ...!
“T..Take care...A... And come home... s...soon..!” she finally gathered courage, turning her back on everyone and said in a bere whisper.

“Yeah... Dhaa... only two days...!” Ravi assured her.  She sighed disconnecting the phone.  Hearing his voice, she missed him more...! 

*********   ******  ******
They had gathered for dinner.  Sayajirao was unusually quiet and Sanyogita still was sipping her drink before the food. 
“Ahem. Huff... “ he pulled out a paper from his pocket...and gave it to Sanyogita...!

“What is it, Saya... I don’t want anything...I just want your love... Saya... I just want to relive those old magical days...!” she said dreamily clutching the paper.  Sayajirao swallowed and glancing at Mrs. Russel, making sure she was listening to him, said...
“Its your booking... in the motel...You can check in the night...!” 

“What?” Sanyogita got up with a jerk.  Dhatri looked up at once.
“Umm  Its near the airport... So you can board the flight on Mpnday..!” he said avoiding to look at her.  

“Fine...!” Sanyogita sat down fuming... “Can I finish my drink? Or do you want me to have it in the hotel room?” she asked scathing...! Sayajirao looked away refraining from reacting.  He didn’t want her around when Dhatri was alone at home....! 

“Oh! I got it...! A new find has arrived... You won’t need a old woman now... She is here... raw... curvy...at your service...” Sanyogita had lost her mind as she gulped a large drink...! Sayajirao looked pale, drained out...Mrs. Russel dropped the plate.  Sanyogita had got up fuming with rage...!

“Old habits die hard, Saya... Like father, like son...! Remember? Your father tried to rape me once...!” she turned to Dhatri...

“And you... whoever you are... beware of this family...! But of course... You would want him... with your husband going away every now and then... you would want a man... you subhuman creature.... you...!” But before she could continue...Dhatri had got up.. sensing the tension... She had shut her ears not wanting to know what she was ranting.. She only had understood that this woman was alleging her daddyji... she must defend... she must defend...!

“Stop...!” Dhatri yelled and came around.  Holding Sayajirao’s hand firmly asked...
“When is she leaving daddyji? Should I get her bags?”  Sanyogita’s rage saw no boundary...

“You... you filthy girl... You are asking me to leave from my house? This is my house.. and this is my husband....! You are an outsider.... Just move out of this house with your so called husband... who doesn’t even have guts to move out of his father’s shelter even in his adulthood...! You swine...!” she had lost control.... Dhatri had clasped Sayajirao’s hand stopping him from doing anything.  Mrs. Russel knew her limits....She would refrain from interfering..! 

“You.. you... filth... you should have....” she suddenly stopped...in shock.  She was about to let out ....

“Go...!” Dhatri hissed spitting fire... threatening her.. Like a cornered cat..! 

“Saya.....!” Sanyogita had suddenly changed her stance... she came a step forward with teary eyes....!

“No!... Sayajirao staggered back holding Dhatri’s hand...! He wouldn’t let anything to happen to Dhatri.  

“I think.. you should leave...!” He said firmly and Sanyogita stopped....!
“You? You want me to go, Saya? I am your wife... I love you...!” she continued playing a victim card...!

“Your father.... and that old man...They broke us apart... Saya.... Remember? Those magical days.... I couldn’t even see anything beyond you...Saya... We love each other.... !” she sobbed and Sayajirao swallowed... He just wanted this to get over....! Dhatri looked at Daddyji’s moist eyes....

“He loves her?” for a second she thought so....

“Go!” Sayajirao had said firmly and then turning to Mrs. Russel... said
“Please help her pack her bags, Mrs. Russel...!” Mrs. Russel nodded with relief... She had seen this drams many a times before and Sayajirao letting down his guard...before Sanyogita’s drama.. ending up paying her huge money....! 

“Saya... For God Sake.. Don’t do this... I am your wife..!” Sanyogita had clutched Sayajirao’s hand by now and was all set to push Dhatri aside.

“No! You are not my wife...!” For the first time Sayajirao said jerking away her hand...!
“Leave... Now!” he said and she turned fuming...!

*********   ******
“Saya...!” Sayajirao looked at Sanyogita with all her baggage in the living room....
“Wish.. I had seen my son before going...!” she said dabbing her eyes.  Dhatri still by his side, Saya shook his head a bit...!

“I will tell him ... He will come and meet you...!” Sayajirao said still not buging to her tactics..!
Sanyogita turned to leave....! 


Monday, 1 June 2015

188




“Come on... Have something...!” Saya peeped in and Dhaa got up from the bed. Her favourite pass time was sleep...! 

“Yes.. Daddyji...” she said obediently and followed Saya in the kitchen...! Mrs. Russel had already laid the table elaborately.  Sanyogita was waiting, sipping the wine.  Dhatri looked at them sheepishly and took a chair.  

“Saya.... I am leaving next Sunday... Hope Sunny returns by then.... I am really going to miss you all...” Sanyogita said sweetly.  Saya merely nodded feeling swkward...! Mrs Russle busy with serving, Dhatri gaped at Sanyogita...! Her charm and beauty was beyond Dhatri’s comprehensive....!

“How old she is? Forty? Thirty Five?” Dhatri looked at her own skin comparing the unblemished creamy pale skin of Sanyogita.

“Humm..!” she sighed again realizing the striking resemblance of Ravi.  He is as charming and handsome!” She concluded feeling inferior...! 

“But then... He is as kind and loving as Daddyji...” she smiled at her father in law...who was busy eating the food made by himself.  But for him it tasted great since it had a flavor of his daughter in law’s liking too...! She liked what he liked since both were from the central India...!
Sanyogita felt a surge of hatred.  They were just not bothered about her, ignoring her completely. “ I can’t be ignored by these people..!” she fumed. Saya was telling Dhatri about his childhood pranks and she was laughing, jerking her head back and flashing her disgusting dimples....! Sanyogita couldn’t stand it... She butted in....

“Saya, you remember? That some damn falls.... what was that? Chitrakoot...! You were almost drowned in that water....!” she said loudly staring at Saya.  He suddenly became quiet.... Someone had pushed him into the waters when the falls was overflowing and roaring fiercely... The onlookers had helped him and brought him on the shore half dead...! He didn’t know who had pushed him... but Sanyogita had kept saying someone from the crowd had done it and before she could catch the person.... he had vanished....! Saya’s grandfather had never sent him alone with her anywhere....!

“Can you swim?” she asked Dhatri and Dhatri looked away...! 

“Thats ok. Beta... ! “ Saya consoled and Sanyogita looked at her contemptuously...! Dhatri busied herself eating....! There were so many things she didn’t know....! Swimming? She shuddered in fright with the memory....! She had almost killed her papu mari .... and then Grumpy had punished her keeping without food for the whole day and spanking her with cane....!  She inadvertently clutched her buttocks still feeling the pain....! 

“Its ok, beta... No problem..! So many even in America do not know swimming..!” he said kindly and Sanyogita’s eyes flashed.  Dhatri was getting more attention...! 

“Saya... Can we go out this evening... ? For dinner?” Sanyogita asked sweetly.  Dhatri stared...! Sayajirao glanced at her and said ...

“No! I mean I have a meeting in the evening....” Sanyogita sulked...! Mrs. Russel had cleared the table and Dhatri was lingering there aimlessly.  

“Beta...” Sayajirao called her.  She looked up.
“Can you come to my room?” he asked and she nodded.  He took her to his room and Sanyogita followed.... “What is he up to?” she was dying to know.  He had some papers and asked Dhatri to sign...! 

“I am bequeathing everything I have to you and Ravi...” he said and Dhatri looked up in horror...!

“No... Please...No! I don’t want anything...!” she said keeping aside the pen.  Sanyogita burned ...!

“I have the right over everything he has...!” she fumed....! She was denied her right....! Her eyes flickered in rage... The blue tinge became darker...! She clenched her fists.  Sayajirao had made Dhatri sign the papers and had taken her to the safe...!

“I am going to register you for the access...” he said ..
“This is Ravi’s product... Biometric Access control system... Only those who have the right can open this safe... And now you have the right...! You manage the house...now! I am going to retire soon..!” he said registering her finger for the access...! She felt overwhelmed...!
“But Daddyji... I don’t want anything... and I won’t be able to handle ...” she said trembling... She had never been given any responsibility before by anyone...! Everyone had managed everything for her.... She was never a part of her own decision making.. Except for her marriage and that also people around said, it was Ravi, whose decision it was to marry her...! This unexpected responsibility shook her...! 

“Now you have an access to everything we have.... !” He said with satisfaction placing his hand on her head...! 

“Its your home.... Dhatri...” he said solemnly.  She merely nodded.  

**********   ********  ******  ******
“Mamma.. please... No!” Rini said seriously when Salil and Nilima opened the topic of her marriage with Vinit.  Vinit nodded concurring with Rini.

“Let her complete her short service commission...!” he said considerately.  But Nilima was not ready to wait...!

“But you can get married and then she can continue ...” she said but Rini shook her head.
“No.. Mamma... I cannot!” Rini said firmly avoiding Vinit’s gaze.
“But why, Rini?” Salil too butted in.  Rini couldn’t tell the real reason but Vinit spoke....
“Thats ok... I am ready to wait...” he said winking at Rini.  Salil shook his head...
“But we are not, beta... I want her to settled down in her life...” he said holding Rini’s hand.  Rini just wanted to get rid of this unwanted, awkward question....

“Mamma... I have a job to do and cannot think of anything else...” she again swallowed hard avoiding Vinit.
“But why? Leave the job... “ Nilima spoke with her heart.... 

“Thats not possible, Mamma...” Rinit turned her face.  Vinit too looked serious...
“Are you hiding something from us?” Salil asked suspiciously.  Vinit glanced at Rini and took control.  They wouldn’t tell anything about Rini’s medical condition unless they were sure about it.  But they must explain...! 

“Muma papa... our jobs won’t permit us to get married... unless one leaves ...” he blatantly lied and then winking at Rini, said... “I am ready to quit the job, though... Anything to get married to her...!” Rini flared up throwing a punch in his direction. 
“Let me see... I will talk to Virender Bhaisaab...” Salil took out his card and both of them eruped saying “NO!”

“why not?” Nilima too got suspicious now...! Rini had to cover up.
“Because they are also too eager to tie the knot...” she said sheepishly glancing angry looks at Vinit.  

“Rini.. Don’t worry about us.  We are still healthy and fine... and We have three daughters and three sons...” Salil said pulling her closer to his heart.  

“Yes... and two of the couples are in US... Typical ...!” he grinned. 
“Nothing doing... I am calling Vireder Bhaisaab...” Salil got up to dial the number...!

********   ******  ******
“God..! What? What happened...” Mrs.Russel pulled out Dhatri’s lifeless body... She was floating in the pool motionless.... There was no one around...

“God!” she remembered the conversation, a couple of days back.  Dhatri didn’t know swimming.... and .... now she was in the pool.... lifeless?”  Mrs. Russel screamed in panic and ran inside to grab the phone...

“Call the ambulance, damn it...!” Sayajirao screamed over the phone disconnecting and dialing Ravi’s number...! Sanyogita had gone out in the afternoon and there were only Dhatri and Mrs. Russel in the home waiting for Sayajirao to return after his dinner meeting...! Ravi was on deployment at Client’s site....

Dhatri had stopped breathing...! Mrs. Russel banged on her heart till the ambulance arrived, as per the instructions issued by the para medics....! 


Saturday, 9 May 2015

187




Her heartbeats were hypnotizing him...! He felt enchanted... the fragrance... her breath... her fingers playing with his hair... everything turned against his self control... He ....

“No!” he held her hand tightly.  The intoxicating heady rush had turned him on.  He must control his overflowing emotions... He moved his head away, leaning forward.... She looked on saddened..! 

“You must be tired, Dhaa! Go and have some rest..!” he said huffing under his ragged breath.... He must control his arousal..! She looked at him disappointed and turned to the bed with dropped shoulders.  He had clutched his head closing his eyes trying to steady his ragged, shallow breath...! She drew the blanket over her head...! 

********   ********   ********
“Bhanu... I am sorry...! I didn’t mean to hurt you...!” Disha came in with a cup of tea in the morning...! They both had spent sleepless night in different rooms...! He just looked up with swollen red eyes... She too was no different...! 

“Bhanu...!” she sat beside and rested her head on his shoulder...! He turned his face away.  Disha looked up at him with teary eyes...

“Bhanu....” she snuggled up... he absentmindedly stroked her head.  Encouraged by this, she went ahead...

“I just wanted you to share your plans with me, Bhanu... I didn’t mean to hurt you...” Bhanu refrained from reacting... For a long time there was total silence... Bhanu had not even sipped the hot tea...! 

“I am a very timid person, Bhanu... very insecure...” Blurted Disha staring into a distance...
“I am always scared of failure... of losing...I don’t know how to handle failure....I am scared...” Disha was blurting out her inner fears... Bhanu had a bitter taste spoiling his mood...! “Does she think I am a failure?” he thought bitterly.  

“I am sorry...!” she looked up at once and he forced a smile on his face.
“Thats ok, Disha... !” he stood up.  But then again coming back to her said...

“Come on.. get ready... You have a job...” she pulled her hand.  She smiled faintly...

****  ****  **** 
She opened her eyes to see him fast asleep by her side.  Sighing, she turned to face him... he turned in his sleep... she kept gazing at his face for a long time....not knowing what she should do ....!  

His cell chimed and he got up.  She ensued.  “I,,,I will make tea...!” she blurted going out of the room.  He kept packing his things...! When she came in with the tray the room was neatly arranged and filled with fragrance...! She inhaled and smiled.  He was styling his hair.  “Tea!” she said from behind and he just waved telling her to keep it on the table.  She kept the cup and turned remembering the last night episode and the way he had pushed her away. 
“Take care...!” he hugged her lightly hurling his backpack...

“Humm... She nodded.  

“Dad...!” he hugged his father too.  Sanyogita watched contemptuously leaning on the table...!
“So he is going again... Good!” she smiled wickedly and suddenly straightened her face to innocence seeing Dhatri was staring at her..! 

“Chalo beti.. let us have tea...!” Sayajirao prepared himself to make tea.  She sat at the table...!

“We have a good library, Beti... “ Sayajirao, trying to give her some respite, said.  She nodded... She disliked books... but didn’t say a word.  After all that was the only pass time for her for the day.  She detested that loud music and alien tongue Television programs and movies... Books were better option...! 

“Haan... and by the way... I will subscribe for Indian Channels today...” her face brightened up. 
“Ok...” Watching senseless serials and cartoon channels would be a good time pass.... ! She smiled.... 

*********  *********
“Rini?” Nilima overjoyed hearing Rini’s voice.

“Mamma... Open the door...!” Rini as usual had given her a surprise.  Nilima kept the receiver and hurriedly went to open the door.  Rini and Vinit gave her a long awaited hug.
“Humm....” She sighed ushering them inside...!

“Salil...!” she called out and Salil leaned backwards with shaving foam on his cheeks and chin...!

“Aray... Rini?” he hurriedly wiped off the foam leaving his shaving incomplete...! Rini gave him a tight hug.

“Dadhi toh khatam karo papa...” she pushed him away.  He grinned turning to his shaving exercise again...! 

“Rini... Coffee?” Vinit looked at her expectantly.  Nilima grinned sheepishly.
“Yeah... Wait..!” She hurriedly went inside.

“Laxumbai....!” Rini sat on the floor to hug her.   Laxumbai blinked rapidly and gave her a toothless grin....! She had grown old but still was with the Dixit family, as a family member...with her husband Dayal Chacha...! Vinit gaped at Rini’s lifted spirits...! He smiled winking at her.  She blushed for the first time...! 

“You know...?”  But Nilima was cut off...!

“No... No, I know... not a word... not now... let me have good look around..!” Rini said brightly and Nilima gaped at Vinit questioningly.  He shrugged smiling...! Rini behaved different, sounded different....! She seemed to be a new Rini after the flood relief operation...! 

Vinit....?”  Salil shook hands with Vinit and took the cup of coffee...!
“Yeah... She finished her job... so thought of meeting you all before joining her duty again after a month...!” he said and Nilima almost screamed...

“A month...?  Great...!” A months vacation was a rarety in Rini’s case but this time Rini seemed to be determined to enjoy her vacation with her Mamma papa... But Vinit had other plans....